Sunday, 27 November 2011

Positive outlook

So over the past few months it has been a bit crazy, starting back in June I broke up with my boyfriend, lost 32lbs (19 more to go) moved house and started my final year at uni! 


Sometimes I let things get to me a bit too much, wether it is uni work, my weight, friends, or just life in general. 


I sat last night and pictured how my life is right now, and how I want it to be and I decided changes needed to be made.


Currently I am detoxing and not drinking, I have decided to make this an almost permanent decision in my life. Through personal events in my life I made the decision never to touch drugs in my life, and now I have decided that if I want things to go my way drinking should not be a part of this either. 
3 weeks ago me and my house mate had an epiphany and have both decided to stop drinking together. We are making a pact that it is strictly tipsy fun, no nightclubs and being home by 12! Sound boring to you? Maybe but I'm not asking you to quit drinking!


I have also decided to cut the negative be it "friends" or food, and focus on me and the good things in my life. I am 22, graduate in 5 months time and I feel like I need to take control of what is happening and going to happen.


I feel good about this and it is the right thing to do, obviously! 
I am not the sort of person who can see where things go, I like to be in control and make things happen.


I feel good about starting this now rather than in January. I am more likely to stick to it if it is not a new years resolution and more of a life decision. 


I am excited to start a fresh, new start! 

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